Monday, January 25, 2010
what did you see in this picture?
that is how i felt...
sorry
i'm closing down this blog..
i dun wanna read this anymore..
i'm moving on..
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baby GirL
Monday, January 25, 2010
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
nobody wasnt force to love.
we choose.
and if you choose to be in tat love situation..
then pls treat her good..
i cant bear to see her lie that..
keep cry..and stuff..
look!?
every girls haf the rights.
and that goes the same to the guys..
but that doesnt mean eu can relli destroy or bring us down?!
understadn that ferst?!
baby GirL
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
firstly.
i will like to say this to my dear baby:B
babe,
i guess u better think betol2..
i tak raser dea hnstly serious...
he doesnt seem to bother about you..
why?
why must he said like tat?
i bacer i terperanjat tau b?!
aper maksod dea?!
aper dea sengajer?what the hell?!
come on ah even if dea nak bodoh2kan pmpn..
not with my friends!
pls!
berani!?cuber?!
dorg pk aper pmpn stakat uat hiasan?!
pls!!
fer eu the other hand?!
stop hrting my fren?!
kao berani bersemuker nan aku..
i dont expect my fren to cry because of you!!
baby GirL
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
its killing me..
The pain just won't go away.
it simply keep coming..
I hate this....
Whenever it cam I will be thinking about the freaking eu!!
Why!!ur the cause i'm miserable now.
The pain that tortured me..
The back that relli kills me till now.
I just wanna it to go awa..just go..
So that I wont be reminded of u at all..
But.that doesn't seem the way..
Hais!?pls..someone...i need a painkiller..
Rellii..Haiss...pls!??!??!?!??
baby GirL
Tuesday, January 19, 2010
Monday, January 18, 2010
i just dun ken what to do anymore.
i just feel so clueless.
all i wanna do is to be with you..
but everytime i tot of this matter..
i lost my everday mood.
i just dun kne why
i love u somuch my dear..
and to haf this felin of losing eu just destroy everything.
it just did!
now..since things has become a bit difficult since mama kne about it.
i dun kne what she going say...
i'm afraid she will..
not be frens with eu..
tahst the last thing taht i will ever think of..
i just dun wanna taht to happen
it hurts ok!
i realli love eu so much?!
pls baby..
ily!
al i ever thnk about is you!Labels: i'm afraid
baby GirL
Monday, January 18, 2010
Saturday, January 16, 2010
it just hurt me badly to see you like this..
it realli hurt me..
why must it all happen when i haf love eu?
why?..
i miss u my dear..i relli do..
i'm sorry if i hurt eu...
i just got no mood.
u may smile in front of me..
but i kne deep dwn ur hurting..
ily.sayang
baby GirL
Saturday, January 16, 2010
Friday, January 15, 2010
today..
Hais..wat a 1/2 day..
I was just about to get asleep...just to get enuf sufficient sleep.yet..someone just had to disturb it.i alredi have insomnia.yet.that someone just has to freaking wake me up.hais!?
Alredi wake me up..nevermind.now.i'm hnstly suffering..i need air..haiss..suffocating..i need fresh air..faster monday come..at least ei get to werk..at least..hahs.
My eyes is so..watery..i mean its gng to tear any moment.my eyes getting heavier...haiss..
My com is down..what!?yeah..ITS DWN..irritating..haiss..missing my frens..when wanna lpk bebs?haiss..miss eu ol damn much...
baby GirL
Friday, January 15, 2010
aku tersiksa..
Tersiksa dengan katanya cinta..
tiada gunanya aku menangis..membuang air mataku..
Perkare telah terjadi..
Balasan illahi...
Aku hanya stakat bisa menyerah kepada illahi dan takdir..
setiap hari aku hanya bisa mendoa agar keselamatan mu selamat..
Aku tidak sangup meninggalkanmu atau lepaskanmu..
Hati ku tersiksa..
Setiap kali aku memikirkannya.
Aku harap dan berdoa yang tebaik untukmu sayang..
baby GirL
Friday, January 15, 2010
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
you keep doing this..
stop hurting us...
we r not ur toys.
you happy u joke.
you not.you leave??!
baby GirL
Wednesday, January 13, 2010
Monday, January 11, 2010
YOU left me in a hush.
YOU keep thrashing me.
YOU left me tearing like nobody business.
and now..
YOU want me to clear those thing away..
LISTEN HERE!
whoever you were and what u did fer me..
YOU meant NOTHING to me anymore..
YOU were from the past.
AND trust me..
EVERYONE JUST HATE YOU TOTALLY.
TOTALLY!
STOP COMING BACK CAUSE THERE IS NOTHING I CAN DO..
WHOEVER I CHOOSE TO BE WITH IN THE FUTURE IS NONE OF UR BUSINESS..
I AM HAPPY WITH MY BF.
END OF STORY..
YU KICKED ME LIKE YOU NEVER CARE A SHIT..
SO WHY SHOULD I CARE FER U NOW?
I LEFT CAUSE I DONT WISH TO SUFFER WITH YOU ANYMORE.
THE END!Labels: PLS LEAVE
baby GirL
Monday, January 11, 2010
Tuesday, January 5, 2010
~ i relli dun kne what to do anymore~
all i wanted to some time was to just end this crap.
~but i relli dun kne wat to do anymore~
i just felt that i lost a life of mine..
~dont ever comeback to me~
i realli meant what i said..
~i'm strugling with eu around~
i meant it..Labels: irritated
baby GirL
Tuesday, January 05, 2010
Monday, January 4, 2010
the tears keep flowing down every night..
whenever u appear in my dreams..
i am afraid to sleep cause i do not want to sleep with tears all over me..
i do not want to keep crying every night..
i do not want you to keep appearing in my dreams..
Please..let me move on..
everyone keep telling me off whenever i am reminded of you..
i honestly do not know what to do..
i am lost...
yea!
i just wanna move on.
i do not want to be reminded of you everyday..
every time i reminded of you..i just cant smile anymore..
i tried to control my own feelings..
even it hurts badly..
but there is no other way.
since everyone hated you.
there will never be a chance..
a chance fer me to be with you again..
its hard to be in love..
its hard to smile when your still hurt..
its hurt badly..when you...
its just get on my nerves..
i kept quiet of your shit!
Labels: frustrated
baby GirL
Monday, January 04, 2010
regarding