BabyFiQ: December 2009

Wednesday, December 30, 2009

herious...
guess what?!
2009 is coming to an END soon..
in just a few hours or sshud i say in a day??

Wahehehs..;)
anyway..
lets recap 2009..

My review/Reflection fer 2009:

The most Happiest and saddness moments..
This year is full of worries,suprisesand stuffs..
some of them i can take and certain i cant..haiss..
i lost someone tat cherishme and loved me..and he nolonger do now..
idk if he reaali care about me still..

school year ends.2 years passed so fast..i
what worries me is i'm gng start werk verrii soon..hais..
so fortunate on the 7th january 2010 i will be having my interviews..
hope i get the slot..*wink*..

my friendship is the most that made me happy..
my friend were the one tat made me smile till now..
they were the ones i have and go to when i ws down.
they were the ones that made me smilling,be a strong person.i thanks them..
thankieu very the much my dear friends..
idk what to do if u gerls werent around..thanks..

lastly my family were there when i need them the most..
financial wise..and support..
i love them..very the much..thanks eu..
nthing can replace them..
my own blood..

okay thats my reflection on 2009..

now..today my day start with a smile..
i finally had enuf rest..i haf sufficient sleep..at last!?
hahash..
i went out with my yana..hehe..
accompany her get a new phone..so she sign up a new plan!
wow!happie fer eu gerl..stay in touch..hehe
then went sroound the tpy with her..
had dinner at mcdonals.
oh god?!so full..
hehe..
then..
we went espa
lanadae..went arround to chill but its started raining..haish..
so we sat in marina square..
b was a bit out of mind..her mind is not with her today..
so sad fer heer..
now.at her cribs
..waiting fer time to go home..hais..hehe..
i'm so happy to go out with her today..
thanks b!cheers..

and fer the past f**K people..
get lost..
eur not in my list anymore..
eu freaking get ur ass out of my life..
eu just making thing worst fer myself..
so pls!out..
i dun regret being friends with u or not..
cause eu dont mean a thing to me at all..fullstop!.

peoplees..
toodles!
happy new year in advance..

Labels: 2009

baby GirL
Wednesday, December 30, 2009

Wednesday, December 23, 2009

my phone making noise!
battery low!
very the irritating!
hais..
i'm so lazy to charge the phone..

everyone asleep..
and i'm all alone..
at the com updating all my blogs..

i'm gg out to haf fun with yana and shiva i guess..
gonna meet fer lunch
he is back from k.l
talk to him abit..erghh..
my stomach and my back giving me problems again..
erhg!!
i dunnn wann eat panadol..
hais!!

Labels: erghh

baby GirL
Wednesday, December 23, 2009

Sunday, December 20, 2009

i dont kne what you will gain?!

i hate you for doing this?!

for doing something that will make others hate you?!

GEt LOST FROM MY SIGHT?!

Labels: you dont deserve it

baby GirL
Sunday, December 20, 2009

i hope to see that's its over. The used to-be love and the nonsense. i tried to stay calm whenever i thought of you.But it seem hard. i seem to tear down whenever i heard,say or thought of you.

you seem to have a happy life. you smiled from ears to ears when you met me the other day.i guess your happy with the life you have right now.you hope for me to smile like i always do. But the fact is i cant.i don't know how to smile like i do whnever i am ard you.

Labels: its over

baby GirL
Sunday, December 20, 2009

Saturday, December 19, 2009

the things tat i and her did...

when we were unable to sleep...

the crazy us...

baby GirL
Saturday, December 19, 2009

tonight is the bored day ever!
I'm nt tired..
not sleep at all.

had fuun today.
went oout wit d.
had a new hair look,bored with the old ones..hehe

what is life to u peeps?

Labels: bored

baby GirL
Saturday, December 19, 2009

Thursday, December 17, 2009

Life is full of worries...
Having to think that you werent there anymore..
tears keep rolling...
Whats my wrong??
What bad did i do??
That things have to be at the point that i and you shdnt be one..

true,i haf my frens..
Wud they be able understand my life like eu do exactly??
Whenever i'm feeling down or what,will they be able to come to me and say everything will okay??
Will they smile to me eventhough its my fault??
You went off facing ur back on me..
Not a single goodbye,or a sorry...
But instead u fault,wrong me...

baby GirL
Thursday, December 17, 2009

Wednesday, December 16, 2009

I keep thinking about you..
How could i nt think abt u,when u keep coming to my dream..
When u keep hurting over and over again..

I never felt this way..
Haiving to feel so down,everytime i thunk abt someone..

I felt as if ur using me..
I really wonder what i did to you that u would do this to me??

If i have ever did wrong to you..
This is nt the way to revenge it back..
Honestly,i do love you..and i relly do..
Bt the thing that keep pushin me away..
Is the way hw u will dissapoint me again..
I relli hope that we will realli werk..
I dun wanna keep hoping things will be alright when thing werent..
I kne u are still waiting fer her..
I dun wanna say this..
But i guess i shd..
She is just using uu..
Fer her own good..
When she alone...

baby GirL
Wednesday, December 16, 2009

Tuesday, December 15, 2009

everyone tot u were a great person when ur with mie..

but when they knew the reason things werent werkingout well...

they knew it was you..

i wasnt afraid of you anyymore now..

but infact dissapointed in you

baby GirL
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

And you've got a smile
That can light up this whole town
I haven't seen it in awhile
Since she brought you down
You say you're fine
I know you better than that
Hey whatcha doing
With a girl like that

Labels: miss u

baby GirL
Tuesday, December 15, 2009

Sunday, December 13, 2009

Honestlt i relli dun kne hw to say this in werds anymore...
True enuf...yah, i admit..its hard fer mie to smile and say that evrything is okay..rellii...
You may feel its easyy.
U sound,look exactly like him..
The way u joke around too sound exactly liike him...
Hw can i just keepp quiet..
Hw can i nt fall fer someone like euu...
Sorry if that wat u dont wanna hear..but honestly..thats hw i feell..
Maybe ur not in town..
Well..i miss you..
Maybe ur nt in towm.

Labels: i miss hearing from u

baby GirL
Sunday, December 13, 2009

Saturday, December 12, 2009

the heaRt that Broke...

because OF what YOU SAID

the smile simply broke..

because of YOU

The Trust That Broke

because of what You DId

it will be forever and ever tat i will ever remember the day where the trust that broke..

The time when You said..thing will be alright..doesnt seem right fer mie anymore..

and cause of what had happen is the day i said goodbye...i'm sorry... you will never

understand how i feel...

ANYmORE....

Labels: i hate you

baby GirL
Saturday, December 12, 2009

i tot thing were going to be fine..
but it seem that thing were becoming bad...
idk what else to do anymore..

HOnestly,i dun believe in love anymore..
love at first sight??
its more like getting in love,just waste ur time..

i had enuf wit all this stuff..
idk..
i let GOD & fate decide it fer mie...

Labels: had enuf of euuu

baby GirL
Saturday, December 12, 2009