BabyFiQ: May 2009

Sunday, May 31, 2009

today.the last day of the month..
just nw meet my guy...he wanna go Phuket tml..
oh god..i tot he dint wanna go BAli i can like b wit him...
den..hais...never did i expect like he going there..i so the sad..but since he wanna go..
i let him..i just wait or him to come back..haix..
iM so missing him..

baby GirL
Sunday, May 31, 2009

Friday, May 29, 2009

Finally friday comes..
i'm like dying at work alreadi..haha=)
very the tired..very the much..haha
tml i going out!!
yuhoo...girls out dude!!
we will be having girls talk..hahaha
great rite..i miss my love!!missing him so much..
wonder wat he doing rite now..really...so sad

baby GirL
Friday, May 29, 2009

Friday, May 22, 2009

why must it be today of all the days?
if he knes i love him so much...y does he still leep doing this?
what?i don have feelings arh?even if i have..what about him?why does he keep faulting mie always?i kne i sucks..still..he doesnt need to say all of that...he has no rights..
he made me fall in lovewith him..but he also made mi hate him..for what..i will forever love him and nothing will change that..nothing..i love him with all my heart..i relly do.i love him so much..never did i expect him to do this..

Labels: what did i do wrong now?

baby GirL
Friday, May 22, 2009

Wednesday, May 20, 2009

For all the day i've been working..i honesly nvr even felt the tiredness until today..
i' m like so tired.already three days working morning....so tired hor..oh god..my legs are killing mie..lucky tml morning..i never go out today...never like go"jln2"..but y?
obviously i'm very tied..i've been returing home quite late..the pass few days when i started working..it so making mi very sleepy...haix..i dint kne working life was this bad there..
my friend going out today..hee..haix..i cant even like open my eyes properly hor..its so bad..i really very2 tired..haix..my life is so..haix...i miss my friends!!
really miss them alot sey..my secondary friend..my BFF..thisis all friends..haix..wonder how they doing nw?whether everything is alright..i m feeling hungry but i try nt to eat..try to diet..really dite..maybe dinner then eat lah..nw dun want..i really wanna go sleep!!aAAaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

baby GirL
Wednesday, May 20, 2009

Monday, May 18, 2009

today..i started attachment...i'm on the morning shift..
first its quite bored..cause firstly i'm on holidy mood..
den i'm freaking tired..and i honestly..am very tired of not doing anyting
at all..really..lucky tml i morning...at least i can meet my guy...he told mie he want go his grandma house...after fetching mi from werk..ouhkey...if he wanna go..den i need bring clothes to werk..hahaha...hayya...so the lazy hor..i feel like sleeping.but i just cant..heehee..hurhur

baby GirL
Monday, May 18, 2009

Sunday, May 17, 2009

honestly..
i've never feel tis bored..
i've never felt this hurt before..
i've never felt so small like this before..
i tot things were good..
y did things end up becoming like this?
what happen??
i'm totally sorry my dear for really pushin it to far for u..
i should have just gone ther..
i shouldnt have run away frm it..
i'm relly sorry..
truly sorry...
i really love u mydear..
forgive mi for tis stupidity..
i dun wanna let it happen again..i'm sorry

Labels: i'm so sorry

baby GirL
Sunday, May 17, 2009

Saturday, May 16, 2009

today is kinda my cousin birthday..

ITS SHAKINAH BIRTHDAY!!
HAPPY BITRHDAY GERL!!
ITS UR 19TH BIRTHDAY..
HOPE YOU HAD A LOT OF FUN TODAY..

and for your info..
i'm freaking bored!!
i really do..
haiz..

baby GirL
Saturday, May 16, 2009

Friday, May 15, 2009

I love him so so much..Nothing caN chaNge It aLL..

Whatever...we Are together!!

i LOVE you...

baby GirL
Friday, May 15, 2009

hey...was browsing thru my phone..and saw my picture wit my mum..

During Mother day...i've realise something..and i keep thinking about this on that day until now itself..am I such a burden to my mother??i do have a great mother..i really do..but all i did is to hurt her..why did i?i was the only one she trust the most..haix..i"m so sorry..

i love her alot..could not imagine hw my life w/o her..

baby GirL
Friday, May 15, 2009

Wednesday, May 13, 2009

All of us tot life was good...
We even missed out the bad times as well as the good times..
We only remember the good times...AnD
when we had something that upsets us..
we forget everynthing..
EVERYTHING...
Trust me...
Life is good..we need to be strong about it..
Dont Think NEGATIVE..live life the fullest..THE
FULLEST!!!AND REMEBER GOD MADE US FOR A REASON..
HE made us here for us to see things..HE wanted to show things..to us..to us..

Labels: life to the fullest

baby GirL
Wednesday, May 13, 2009

Monday, May 11, 2009

Oh GoD!!only god knes how i feel wen we all got in for the dance audition..
thats very lucky we got in..
hehehe..i tink my fren is very upset wit us as we kinda cock up the dance abit..hheh
so srry my dear..
i'm with my boyfriend..hehe..i shivering sey after the dance for a while..
i really like very stress out just now..like all the judges(which is our teacher)
look at us dancing..
oH god!! somemore the dance studio no mirror..haiz..if we wrong,we cock up everything..thats it..i really think my friend really upset with us sey..
but teacher got say that she is a very good cheographer..good for her...haah..maybe all
of us were just to tired to talk much..especially after the dance..hmm..anyway..my friend,syiqah,
got in for the singing..cool right..hahah..congratulations..

baby GirL
Monday, May 11, 2009

Saturday, May 9, 2009

today OF all day i miss him so much..
he is at his fren house..
sleep over from yesterday..
i don kne why..
i miss him so much today..
never had been this bad before..i miss him..
i had a very strange dream people..
i dream that i will lose someone dearly to me..
whats that its suppose to mean..
i dont like that dream..
that has totally ruim my mood for the whole day...
hais!!
i really miss him..
badly!!

baby GirL
Saturday, May 09, 2009